major journal cleaning -- 02 July 2007depending on how things will go in the future, this hiatus might take from as short as an hour (heaven forbid) or as long as god-knows-what. LJ-ing has definitely been fun for me, as it's made me happy and it's been my psycho/shrink even if it doesn't really respond to anything i say.
bellinituesdays is going to be one year old in ten days, and 355 days into its current life i've decided to go on a hiatus for an indefinite amount of time. i've been using LJ for three years now. i started with
_nikee_, then off too
noxious_nicole and finally this. it's three years, three LJs, and a million memories withheld in the pages of these accounts (albeit i think i've deleted
_nikee_ and
noxious_nicole).
like i've said LJ has been one of the funnest things that happened to me, but i have some internal issues to resolve (oh i'm seriously sounding like a psycho bitch) and it's made me realize that when i started LJ-ing or blogging in general, my academic performance dropped. i was spending more and more time on the internet that i've neglected what i'm really supposed to do - learn and study, and occasionally make friends.
this is a big step i'm taking in order to possibly lessen my internet usage and to hopefully be DL at the end of the sem. if this turns out well and i seriously get DL by the end of the semester, then the hiatus might take some more time.
LJ has seriously been an addiction, and i've tried many many times to actually stop -- but i couldn't. now i'm going to try again.
i'll seriously miss this - all the fun, all the friends. but if this is what makes me better, then fuckitall, i'm willing to sacrifice my sanity for a little academic advancement.
and besides, i've gotten tired of going online to bitch how stupid i've been or how i'm obsessed with a flavor of the week and how i can get to be fangirlish all over it and it gets embarrassing now that i think of it.
i ♥ my f-list. pray that this lasts, 'cause i tend to be a little weak when it comes to this kind of crap.
i will be semi-active on multiply.